At my age, too!
I've had second thoughts. I think I still need something like this to speak at.
I currently have old photo's from my childhood and some of them have made me well up. It's the one's featuring my parents from before I was born. I want to ask questions about them. Who was that couple with you? Where was that taken? WHEN was that taken. Another photo just came up. Me, aged about 6 or 7 in a field with cows in it. I've NO idea where or when it was taken. The only two people who know the answers have gone - and it fucking hurts.
Day to day stuff is fine- I can cope a-ok with that. But now and again things like this crop up, and I hate it.
