I am nervous. Very very nervous.
Tomorrow I am having a surgical procedure, which necessitates me having a general anaesthetic.
This evening I've been a shit at home. I've been bad tempered and snappy. I had to shave my testicles and I cut myself. Yep, you read it right - I had to shave my testicles. I've had to do this before for previous surgical procedures on the dangly fella's and it doesn't get any easier.
I am ridiculously worried about it, so much so that I'm pretty sure something is going to go wrong.
If I don't wake up, I want my wife to know just how much I love her. She means everything to me. She keeps me stable, keeps me happy. She is my best friend and I love her completely. I can't even contemplate having to say goodbye to my children. I simply can't do it.
I am over-reacting to this soooo much, it's silly.
Fingers crossed, I'll be back tomorrow to report on how it went.
Apologies for how small this post has been. I'll ensure tomorrows is bigger. And good. Soz.
